On July 9th, there was a parole hearing…
This hearing was mandated by New York State law, because of my first 25-years to life sentence. I attended the hearing to apologize for the crimes I committed, and because, after a great deal of prayer over many months, I believe the Lord wanted me to go. I did not go to seek parole.
The two parole commissioners were very nice. However, they were tough, and their questions were often hard-hitting and probing. Yet I had no problem with the hearing itself, although there were some painful parts in which they had to discuss the past.
The media did build up this event. Unfortunately, my crimes are back in the public's eyes. And this always makes me sad. It also puts me under stress. Yet God has been so faithful. Even this has only served to further my story of redemption and hope.
All said, this has been a trying week. My faith has been tested. But I am joyful that I am growing stronger each day, that I'm learning to trust the Lord more. Let people say what they will. As far as I'm concerned, I am moving away from the past. God has healed my mind. He has given me a heart of love for all people, even for those who speak out against me.
Today, I can say with full assurance, that my life is filled with hope and peace. I have already received God's abundant forgiveness, and I have so much to be thankful for.
D.B.
The two parole commissioners were very nice. However, they were tough, and their questions were often hard-hitting and probing. Yet I had no problem with the hearing itself, although there were some painful parts in which they had to discuss the past.
The media did build up this event. Unfortunately, my crimes are back in the public's eyes. And this always makes me sad. It also puts me under stress. Yet God has been so faithful. Even this has only served to further my story of redemption and hope.
All said, this has been a trying week. My faith has been tested. But I am joyful that I am growing stronger each day, that I'm learning to trust the Lord more. Let people say what they will. As far as I'm concerned, I am moving away from the past. God has healed my mind. He has given me a heart of love for all people, even for those who speak out against me.
Today, I can say with full assurance, that my life is filled with hope and peace. I have already received God's abundant forgiveness, and I have so much to be thankful for.
D.B.